Ok, So

Alright, I guess I'll try this again. Well, incase you didn't know, im not grounded anymore. I use the phone and the computer all the time, and I get to hang out with friends. It is so much more fun then being grounded. I love it.
In case anyone was wondering, I still talk to shawn every day, usually more than once. You may not care, but I thought I would mention him because he is really working hard to get back on track. You can believe that or not, whatever, but he really is. He goes to school everyday, and he wrestles. He is going to pay for all the wrong doing he has done. He will be going to Long Creek at the end of wrestling season, which is in January. I dont know how long he will be gone for, but he is going. He is trying to make his life right again. He is working on making honor roll this quarter, and he is trying to find a job. Think whta you want, but he is really trying, and im going to be by his side the whole time. I still love him, and I want him to succede.
Interem reports were sent out last week, so I will ge getting my grades any day now. I'm not sure, but I would like to think that my pictures will be in any day now too. I have been on a job hunt as well. I want to make some extra money, pay back the things I owe, and then work on saving for maybe a car or at least drivers ed. Hopefully by working hard, I will prove to dad that Im ready, because he still wont let mom sign me up for it. So keep your fingers crossed for me.
Alright talk to you all soon. John and Sarah I cant wait until you get here. See you soon.
Love You

Yuh

Well, I really feel like no one is reading my blog, so I think I might stop writing one. People dont leave me comments, and I dont really think anyone cares.

No one cares about me, no one wants me to be happy. No one really loves Kayla. Whateverrr....

Life Sucks

Well Everyone.
I hope you all are doing great. As for me, I'm miserable. Me and Shawn broke up again, and there is too much crap going on right now. There is so much that I dont feel like getting into details, but if you wanna know something, just ask, and I will try to answer you.
Ok I love you all, Talk to you soon.
John And Sarah, I Cant wait to see you!
I miss you and love you, talk to you soon.
Love Kayla

Report Card

Well You Guys I Said I Would Put My Grades Up, So Here They Are.

English.....93
U.S. History.....85
Advanced Geometry.....87
Integrated Science II.....87
French II.....88
Health.....86
Art II.....93


Mom thinks I did excellent, but it isnt that good. Like I know I did good, but not great. But Ne Way....Im totally boarddddd!

Alright Talk To You Later.
Love You All.
<3 Kayla

Grounded

Hey Y'all
Im Totally grounded until the end of eternity, so I wont be on as often for a while. I can only get on at school now. So other than that Im doing pretty well. I know it is wrong to keep it from dad, but me and Shawn are doing well. I will tell him soon, but still no one mention Shawn to dad. It wont go over well.
But things between us are AWESOME! When we started dateing again, the firs week or so was a little rocky, and I was worried we werent going to make it, but now things are amazing. They are just like they were back in January when we first got together. Like new, and fun. It is really awesome. I think it is just what I ned right now. He is always there for me when I need him, and I can talk to him about anything. It Rocks. I love him so much you guys. It is better now than it has ever been. Im on cloud 9! It Is So Amazing. I cant get enough of him.
So grades closed last week, so I will be getting my report card soon. Either this week, or next. I will get you guys updated on that when I get it. Also last week, I got my school pictures taken, so in the next couple months or so I will be getting them and sending them out.
OMG, Guess what guyssss!!!!
My Birthday is Next Month! 16!! Wootttt![Hehe Cassie, I find myself saying that all the time! Thankssss! Haha]
Christmas is comming up soon too! im really low on cash, so the only people that will DEFFENITLY be getting something is mom and dad. If i have anything extra, I will get things for everyone else too, but Im not sure if I can. Sorry Guys. I Will Tryyy.... Sorry everyone.
So I want to know everything about everyone, so keep updating your blogs, it will give me something to do durring study hall.
ok well I dont have anything to talk about anymore, so when I think of something next studyhall I will let you all know. I love you and I hope everyone is doing amazingly.
Love You...
Auntie Kayla

UGH!

Guys I Havent Seen Shawn Sonce Tuesday!

Haha

Well Now.
I just checked my blog, and it turns out that the same day I posted my latest blog about Shawn, was the day he asked me out. And we were talking about it and we both decided that we would just forget about those very painful two and a half weeks, and just continue with our relationship. So Sunday it made Nine Months Together! Buy the way, we [Mom and Shawn and I] have decided to wait a while before telling Dad. I just need to find the right way of telling him because he wont be as understanding as Mom was. So it would be GREAT if no one reading this blog mention it to Dad. Thanks.
So anyway, we took 9 month pictures [A little late, Tuesday] and they came out WICKED cute. I Love Them!
I will stick those on in a second. Now I need to ask, Why is it that I only have a few comments? Come on people. Get On That! Hehe

Yuhhh

Ugh, Im So Boardddd
Im working on getting better, but it isnt working as well as i had hoped. im still like really upset about shawn. i still love himmmm! it sucks. well that sounds bad, but it sucks that i cant be with him. hopefully soon that will change. he was doing really well and we were on the way, but then everything went south. he got kiscked out of where he was staying, and now is living nowhere. he sleeps at random houses every night. im so worried about him. but im helping. for school he has to get atleast two people to sign some paper for something. so he asked mr hart to have me do it. so im waiting to get called to the office for some kind of meeting. so well see what i have to do. im not sure what its for. so yuh.
but school is going pretty well. i guess. idk. IM SO BOARDDDD
im so hungary too. i still have 25 minutes till lunch. i have 3rd lunch today so im not eating till 12:23. UGHHHH
i forgot my purse today and i have my lunch money in there so hopefully they let me eat. ill be mad if they dont.
ok im gonna go now. i dont have anything left to say.
love you all.
talk to you later...

Ugh

Hey.
So Yeaterday i didnt come to school. i was way too much of a mess to do anything. so cassie came up, kept me company and brought me comfort food. it helped, but after she left, i lost it. i started crying and i couldnt stoop. i cried like all night. me and my mom decided that i just need to keep myself busy, so i made all kinds of plans for the weekend. friday night im going to a MVHS football game with amy, and then she is going to sleep over. we are going to watch moviesss! then im going to spend the day with her saturday, and then sunday im going to spend the day with my mom. i was late for school today too. i havent been sleeping at all. like i maybe got 5 hours in the past 3 nights. but this mornig when my alarm went off, i was actually sleeping and i got up to shut it off and i fel aslep on the floor. so i didnt get to school until about 10:30. i had to walk here in the rain. that sucked. now i feel really bad. im like so sick, and im really tired. i think i may go home early. idk though. now i have a but load of homework that i need to catch up on, and so little time to do it. so that sucks majorly too. but i hope every one is doing well, and i will let you know how the rest of my week goes.
love you all.
talk to you later.
Kayla

Rangleyy

Hey Guys.
Me And Mom Went To Rangely And Took These Pix. I Thought John And Sarah Would Like To See The Sights Of Maine, So Me And Mom Were Queer Tourists For The Dayyy!

Mountains! The Colors Are Kinda Dull This Year, But Still Beautiful!
Geese. Haha Then We Almost Got Attacked By A Duck! Lol. Mom ANd I Were Looking At The Ducks And Geese, When A Duck Came Out Of The Water And Was Walking Around My Feet! THem Mom Got Scared Because She THought It Was Going To Bite Herrr! Haha.
John What Were YOu Thinkingggg! Thats Vandalismmm! Haha

Alright Guys. I Hope You Enjoyed Themm

Weekend

How Was Everyones Weekend?
Mine started good. yesterday was awesome, besides the morning. me and shawn got into a fight and almost broke up=[, but everything is great now. i went to the football game, and hung out with shawn and amy and celinaaa! it was great. we actually won the game! it was our second winnn! woottt![haha cassie]
Then last night was ok. i was kinda bored, but then today, mom and dad left this morning to go for a ride, and still arent home. but when they get here im going to the dollar tree. woottt! [haha cassie]
so yeah. im pretty bored.
i hope you all are doing well.
love you all. talk to you soon
love kayla

In School Yet Again

Ugh, Im In Health now.
BORING! Im supposed to be doing a packet thing, but once again im not doing my work.
I just got kicked off myspace so now i dont have anything to do.
So since it is first period, im not really sure how my day is going. I guess it is ok. Im really hungary. i didnt have breakfast so im like really hungry, and i have lunch c today so i cant eat until like 11:50.
Next I have geometry. Fun Funn! not really, i hate geometry.




Haha Guys We just had a code blue. that is when there is someone in the building with a weapon that could harm us. well it was just a drill, but haha if it was real, we all would have been dead. haha because we all had laptops, and we were talking and laughing. haha it was funnyyYY!

Ok class is almost over. i gotta go.
love you all. ill probably be on durring study hall later.
love yahhh!

Ughhh

Well today wasnt real good. I went with shawn to a place and he went swimming, and then we went to the soccer game. here is a pic.

R.I.P

R.I.P Meghan
Here Are Some Pix I Found Right Off.

At School

Hey All.
Im Here In Study Hall And Totally Bored. I Suppose I Should Be Doing Home Work, But Oh Well. So Im Still In A Pretty Bad Mood. Im Still Majorly Sad About Meghan. ANd Im Not Having A Very Good Day. Im Kinda excited About After School For A Reason Im Not Going To Say, But Yea.
So I Got This Really Sweet Poem Form A Boy.
Wanna Read It? Ok Here It Is.,,,
Ill take your hand and lead the way; tell you all the things i want to say
whisper softly in your ear, all those things you want to hear.
kiss your lips and touch your skin, bring out passions deep within.
pull you close and keep you near, take away your pain and fear.
in the darkness of the night be my beacon, shine your light.
in the brightness of the sun
ill show you that i am the one.
give you wings so you can fly, so you can soar when im nearby.
enter your heart break down the wall its time for you to watch it fall.
you've been a prisoner, can you see, ill break your chainsand set you free.
strip you of your armor tight ill find you wont put up a fight.
release your soal hele deep within
i hope your ready to let love in.

Meghan

Alright You Guys.
I have some bad news. last night meghan died. she was on the deck when i put her out to go pee, and she fell and she couldnt get up, so i went and got dad. he brought her inside, sent me to bed, and later he burried her.
dont bother askinh me how im doing, because im not doing good at all. she was my baby! I miss her dearly.
I know i said that i hated her all the time, but i really didnt. i loved her with all my heart. I dont know what im going to do without her. ill never forget the look on her face when she was lieing on the deck and she couldnt get up. I miss her so much. i cant believe im never going to hear her moo again. i just dont know. i love her and i love all you guys. i hope you take it better than i did. love you.
R.I.P Meghan

MISERABLE

Today im miserable. i hope the rest of the week gets better because if it doesnt i dont know what i will do.
God i hate high school.
i hate stupid bitches that may or may not be lieing, i hate stupid boys that may or may not be lieing, i hate everything.
God i just wish that people would just go away. go hide in a closet and just leave me the hell alone. GOD!
BLAHHHHHHHHHH!
i hate EVERYONEEE!!

At The Homecomming Game Today, Me And Shawn Took This Picture.
I Like It Alot. What Do You Think?

Finally

Hey Guys!
I Finally Figured Out How To Sign In! So Next Time I Have Spare Time Online I Will Put In Some Updates.
So Interem Reports Will Be Comming Out Soon Already!
Wow The Year Is Going By So Quicklyy!
Hopefully Im Doing Good. I Finally Got My Schedule Worked Out So I Think The Rest Of The Quarter Should Be Going By Smoothlyyy.
Well I Stoll Have Some Major Drama Going On With Stupid Biaches That Dont Like Shawn, But Hopefully That Will Stop Soon Too.
Today Was The Big Homecomming Football Game. We Lost 24 To 14.
It Was A Good Game Though. In The Last 6 Seconds Of The Game We ot Our Second Touchdown. And THen We Got The Extra 2 Points. It Was Really Interesting And Exciting.


Meghan Is Still Prety Sick, But Hopefully The FOUR Pills The Vet Put Her On Will Help. He Said That There Is A Small Chance That She Doesnt Have Cancer That It Is Just An Infection. So Cross Your Fingers Everybody! We Are Working On Getting Her To Eat And That Is Going Ok. She Doesnt Eat Dog Food, We Feed Her Whatever Weve Got Out Around The House. Earlier She Puked It Up, So That Isnt So Good, But Before She Wouldnt Eat It At All, So There Is Some Improvement.


Ok Well Im Running Out Of Things To Talk About So Im Going To Let You Go.
Talk To You All Later.
Sometime I Will Get Around To Posting Some Pictures.
I Promiseee!
Love You All!
=]

In School

Hey Guys. Im In School And Totally Bored....
So this is the first blog on my page. What do you wanna know?
Well right now I am in studyhall and i should be doing homework.
So there is alot of things going onright now,None of which i can talk about,
but just remember your days in highschool and you will figure out why.
well right now i cant go on myspace toget pix of my new haircut ((John And Sarah))
But As Soon as i get home i will do that.

Im totally lost about what to write about now, so i will catch you guys up later.
have a good day everyoneee!