UGH!

Guys I Havent Seen Shawn Sonce Tuesday!

Haha

Well Now.
I just checked my blog, and it turns out that the same day I posted my latest blog about Shawn, was the day he asked me out. And we were talking about it and we both decided that we would just forget about those very painful two and a half weeks, and just continue with our relationship. So Sunday it made Nine Months Together! Buy the way, we [Mom and Shawn and I] have decided to wait a while before telling Dad. I just need to find the right way of telling him because he wont be as understanding as Mom was. So it would be GREAT if no one reading this blog mention it to Dad. Thanks.
So anyway, we took 9 month pictures [A little late, Tuesday] and they came out WICKED cute. I Love Them!
I will stick those on in a second. Now I need to ask, Why is it that I only have a few comments? Come on people. Get On That! Hehe

Yuhhh

Ugh, Im So Boardddd
Im working on getting better, but it isnt working as well as i had hoped. im still like really upset about shawn. i still love himmmm! it sucks. well that sounds bad, but it sucks that i cant be with him. hopefully soon that will change. he was doing really well and we were on the way, but then everything went south. he got kiscked out of where he was staying, and now is living nowhere. he sleeps at random houses every night. im so worried about him. but im helping. for school he has to get atleast two people to sign some paper for something. so he asked mr hart to have me do it. so im waiting to get called to the office for some kind of meeting. so well see what i have to do. im not sure what its for. so yuh.
but school is going pretty well. i guess. idk. IM SO BOARDDDD
im so hungary too. i still have 25 minutes till lunch. i have 3rd lunch today so im not eating till 12:23. UGHHHH
i forgot my purse today and i have my lunch money in there so hopefully they let me eat. ill be mad if they dont.
ok im gonna go now. i dont have anything left to say.
love you all.
talk to you later...

Ugh

Hey.
So Yeaterday i didnt come to school. i was way too much of a mess to do anything. so cassie came up, kept me company and brought me comfort food. it helped, but after she left, i lost it. i started crying and i couldnt stoop. i cried like all night. me and my mom decided that i just need to keep myself busy, so i made all kinds of plans for the weekend. friday night im going to a MVHS football game with amy, and then she is going to sleep over. we are going to watch moviesss! then im going to spend the day with her saturday, and then sunday im going to spend the day with my mom. i was late for school today too. i havent been sleeping at all. like i maybe got 5 hours in the past 3 nights. but this mornig when my alarm went off, i was actually sleeping and i got up to shut it off and i fel aslep on the floor. so i didnt get to school until about 10:30. i had to walk here in the rain. that sucked. now i feel really bad. im like so sick, and im really tired. i think i may go home early. idk though. now i have a but load of homework that i need to catch up on, and so little time to do it. so that sucks majorly too. but i hope every one is doing well, and i will let you know how the rest of my week goes.
love you all.
talk to you later.
Kayla

Rangleyy

Hey Guys.
Me And Mom Went To Rangely And Took These Pix. I Thought John And Sarah Would Like To See The Sights Of Maine, So Me And Mom Were Queer Tourists For The Dayyy!

Mountains! The Colors Are Kinda Dull This Year, But Still Beautiful!
Geese. Haha Then We Almost Got Attacked By A Duck! Lol. Mom ANd I Were Looking At The Ducks And Geese, When A Duck Came Out Of The Water And Was Walking Around My Feet! THem Mom Got Scared Because She THought It Was Going To Bite Herrr! Haha.
John What Were YOu Thinkingggg! Thats Vandalismmm! Haha

Alright Guys. I Hope You Enjoyed Themm